I feel so helpless

Someone I Love and care about very much is hurting and i hate that. She's goin to be in the same situation i am, and no one should have to go through that. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy,and it kills me that someone I love has to feel this way. This is the first time in my life i can honestly say i understand what someone is feeling. Minus certain aspects. When the person i'm talking about reads this know i love you and I am keeping you in my every thought

I'm Dressed In White Noise, I Know Just What I want So Please

So we're pretty much about to loose my house, like VERY soon unless some kind of miracle happens. My mom still hasn't recieved a check, fucking government. The worst part of this whole thing is that i have family who i consider myself close with, that have tons of money,our house payment would be chump change and they won't even help.I just feel like i'm watching everything my family did to make this house a safe place for not only us but all of our family, just come crumbling down. I keep being told home is where the heart is, well my heart is here. It's not even really the house, it's the memories i've lived her for probably 12 years, this is where i watched my grandma and grandpa in there final days. Where my grandpa and uncle, who are now both deceased plant tons of plants to make our garden memorable. I just don't want to have to go.
The other day i went to visit my cousin, who has cerebral palsy, he lives in a one bedroom apartment alone, he doesn't have many things. His father died last year of throat cancer caused by pesticide poision, and he was givin a VERY large settlement, that his children will recieve in payments. He just recieved another check and he told me he wanted to get my house for me. And i thought this man who has been through hell and back and who has almost nothing himself wants to help me and no one else will. My mom of course told him he hasn't accumulated that much yet and he looked at me and said "If you ever need anything or anyone, and your mom can't help you,come to me".Later that night he called and told my mom he was getting me something and he didn't want her to tell him he couldn't. I have no idea what it's going to be and i really don't care, i'm going to love it because that man gave it to me.