Interview

1) Why do you want to be an actress?
Because we completley crazy.Just Kidding. Honestly i really love being on stage, theatre pulled me out of a dark time in my life and i feel like i stress and build tension and when i'm on stage everything just goes. Of course I get little butterflies, but it's time when i don't have to think about anything going on in my life, I just get to be someone else. I Just don't feel really free.

2) Given that acting is not pretending emotion, but releasing it from within yourself, how do you propose to do that?
My biggest challenge as an actress is that i NEVER try to fake an emotion, i always want to feel it, and that doesn't always happen. My biggest problem, that i have yet to find a solution for is that i have so much emotion just tons of Anger, and sorrow, and all these raw feelings and i'm afriad that if i let go for one second i won't be able to control myself. I was better at acting when i first started becuase i was getting out all this anger, because i was self-injuring and once i went into counceling and learned to control my feelings, i'm hesitant to let go because I won't be able to leave that emotion behind.It's something i need to figure out in my head still.

3) And, what will you do with it when the role for which you have released it is over?
I will probably carry it and have to figure out a way to deal with it, i always like to play like crazy people and stuff because they are different from me,but still have hints of me and emotion that i can pull from myself, there's just certain places i'm afraid to go.Kind of like when angelina Jolie played Gia Marie Carangi, she was afraid that role would drive her crazy because she was so much like her.

4) Who will you be in ten years?
Hopefully teaching theatre or acting, I just want to be happy at some point in life.

5) Can you be cautious in love?
Yes, that is a big problem for me, i keep everyone an arms length away there are very few people i let in. I close myself of because i'm afriad of being disappointed again or getting attached to someone then loosing them. So i never let anyone even have a chance to love me or let me love them.

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