Forget Things We Swore We Meant

You know i miss him so much, and i know i shouldn't. He fucked me over and it hurts even worst because i love him to pieces and he could care less about me. I think that was the one point in my life where i felt that i couldn't be strong on my own. So since i depended on him so much i can't help but be so attached. Which is why it absolutely kills me whats happened and how he's treating me. He just got rid of our last method of communication, and i don't think anyone will ever realize how much that hurts or why it hurts so bad.